It's been a while hasn't it? What's new? How's the family!? All irony aside, I'm not totally disengaged with myself, yet nonetheless, typing furiously onto the internet 6 months ago seems like a long distant memory. But here I am, doing it all over again with a new enthusiasm, in a new city, with a renewed sense of 'I can'; in many ways, a
So, what's new? I somehow managed to survive the never-ending slog of A-levels (with help from jumbo packs of dark chocolate digestives and unfailing support from loved ones) which secured me a place at University of Bristol to study English. You did it! Proof that if you really put your mind to it, everything is in grasp. I also managed to collect together enough pennies to expand my horizons slightly through a range of adventures across Europe and the UK. From Dorset to Majorca, these explorations have helped me become more independent, more curious, more confident in myself and my passions. On a more personal note, I've faced trials and emotions which I could never be prepared for.
This transition through life can easily be swept away as events which everyone must undergo and are therefore 'nothing special.' That's a mindset I've become very familiar with. A mind set which curtails potential, drags down motivation and sticks you in a rut. So...
Dear Me,
You made it. It's time to stop thinking about doing things and start engaging. It's time to realise that you can no longer be consumed by that nagging personal perception of doubt, there's a little bit of special in there somewhere. Do the scary things, take the opportunities, do the things you love.
As your old man would say, get your arse into gear girl.
From Me.
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